Inadequate, incompetent, stupid, useless; the barrage of self-loathing built up to a feverish frenzy as she looked desperately for escape. That day had been the tipping point; her boss had humiliated her before her co-workers yet again, practically shitting on her best efforts while being sure to point out his expertise in how her job was to be done. The worst part was, she knew that her best wasn't actually that good, her boss was indeed justified in his criticisms, though courtesy would suggest a gentler touch.

The two talked for hours, or rather, she talked while the other listened. Eventually, the young woman began to feel tired, her need for sleep becoming a stronger voice than the nightmarish demons that plagued her nocturnal hours. As the two said their goodbyes before the young woman turned back to her apartment and her warm bed, she could swear she heard the words, "I have called you by name, you are mine."
As she walked back, gazing up into the star strewn skies, she pondered that phrase, and her burdened heart seemed lighter and lighter. Upon reaching her apartment, she suddenly fell to her knees and praised God in a sudden exclamatory burst, thanking him for sending his messenger to save her.
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